Tuesday, July 20, 2004
things are really different now, compared to 2 months ago.. can still remember 2 months ago, whenever i smsed them, i will recieve a reply from them almost imediately.. maybe in 5 mins ba.. as time goes by, their reply came in slower and slower.. until this few days, there is no reply... i really wonder.. why they dun reply me? Hi- card no money? no time to reply? lazy to reply? or maybe.. they deleted my contact from their phone liao.. dunno who send the msg.. haiz.. today(or maybe 6 hours ago).. i send them a msg(nt lame ones).. i waited 2 hours. no reply from they 2.. haiz.. sianz sia.. i really feel like a idiot lol.. i treat them as very close friends, yet... i really dunno in wad position i am to them.. maybe only a minor character to them.. they might hav forgotten me liao.. after that 2 hours, i off my phone.. untill now.. still not on yet.. kk.. now.. i will on it and wait for 2 min.. see whether got msg anot.. if no, i think maybe our friendship will end here liao ba..
also hor, from today onwards.. i hate annette.. she sux.. i think she would be the slackest lecturer in SP.. really lol.. i hated all these part-time lecturers.. they never care abt the students one.. for 4 lessons liao.. she always say giv us early break.. 2 hours lecture can become 1 hour lecture.. somemore she slack liao.. teaching still so fast.. we tok a little in the class she scold us.. wad stupid lecturer is she.. stupid fish-face.. if she not woan.. i would hav beaten her up(in the past lah) not now maybe..
2 min past liao.. maybe 5 min liao.. haha.. i heard no sound from my hp.. i checked the batt.. its full.. my phone is working erfectly alright.. i couldn't find any faults liao.. still no sound.. no msg.. its fate.. i really feel this distance wif them.. not 1, not 2, is all.. all of them.. even a friend whom i not very familiar wif will send me a msg to ask me how i do.. but not from them.. nowadays, i'm really puzzled and i question abt this strong-bonded friendship(at least tats wad i think).. its all over..
What friends are for???
posted @ 10:12 PM
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