Monday, October 25, 2004
herm... i began thinking yesterday... who am I ? anyone knows? if so can plz tell me? i really got no clue.. i have no aim in livig and nothing that motivates me.. i think i'm just rotting all the way through my life.. i'd really like to find someone or something which can push me or guide me to the right track.. oh~ god.. plz help me..!!!
recently.. i thought i've found one.. but.. i know i was wrong during yesterday nite.. I..... haiz.. forget it.. i dunno how to express it also...
i went for my cousin's wedding dinner yesterday.. wasnt in very good mood though.. i drank to large cup of beer.. hoping to drunk myself so that i can forget all unhappy and maybe start afresh the next day.. but i did not get drunk... i'm perfectly alright.. haiz.. mission failed..
oh ya.. went to celebrate eugene's b'dae yesterday.. went to his house to give him a surprise.. interesting.. however, felt quite disappointed that fang and yokee didnt came.. i didnt ask them for the reason though i hope to know.. coz i think that if they really wanna tell me.. they will do so themselves one.. if they dun wish to tell me and i jus ask them, they will jus fake a reason out and thats no point.. only think i know is that fang is bz with something.. think everyone was damm tired after the celebration..
i tried the IO chem papers which ms chen gave to me.. sort of difficult.. i thought i know the module well enough but i'm wrong.. i jus couldnt do so many question and tmr is the exam le.. HOW!!!!!!haiz..
well.. i dun know my friends well.. i dun know my studies well.. and i dunno myself well too!!!!
posted @ 12:58 PM
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